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Has it really been since May since I posted last? I wish I could mentally post each day! wouldn't that be nice, to think about it and the heavens open, the computers hum, and wahlaw, a blog! I mean I talk to myself all the time about what I would blog about. I even take pictures daily and think, "gosh" I can't wait to post about this, but clearly intentions and actions are two separate things! I am not even going to sit here and promise to blog soon. Lord only know if I will, for He is the only one that knows what He has in store for me. So from now on, I am just gonna see what happens. Through multiple events of the past week and much sleep deprivation, I have decided to take life down a notch. Maybe even two notches. We shall see where the road goes from here.

For an update though, we are all still here. Cody is working like crazy and hunting every chance he gets. Cohen is still struggling with life in a walking boot and Miayla is still a princess. Sweet Baby Sawyer is growing faster than ever and it just breaks my heart. With all of them time has gone so fast. Cohen has lost his toddler look and says things that make you step back and question who was that little baby inside of you just 6 years ago?

I don't get on the computer much to be quite honest. It is in a really inconvenient spot in our house and quite frankly, I don't really like the whole, zoned in on everybody all the time feel that you can get from the Internet. Maybe that is why I don't blog all the time or lately at all. who knows really. I think some of has to do with the fact that I am just enjoying the chaos too much to take myself away from it and sit down, away from everybody, and blog to I don't even know who. Life is about the little occurrences. Sure the bigs ones are fun too, but the every days are what we remember, at least I do. And I pray that the kids and Cody do too.